Ok so how do I go about telling you about myself? Well I am a NY city fireman. I have a small computer company. I am 43 going on 44 yrs old. I am 5'10" and weigh about 220lbs. I have Brown Hair and Hazel Eyes. I love boating fishing beaches…in other words I am a sun worshipper or an outdoors type. I like snow too but not flurries. I want a lot of snow or none at all. I am not into head games. I already have that problem. You see I am still married and have 2 beautiful girls ages 5 and 10. I love them with all my heart and soul and want nothing but the best for them. I come from a broken home and I know that when I leave it will break their hearts. So I am torn between a rock and a hard place right now. I have practically given up on finding the right woman so I don't know if the answer is to leave or not. I do know I am not happy with this marriage at all. My wife seems to think that not including me in things or not telling me things that are important is ok. We don't seem to share the same interests any more. We hardly even talk anymore. It is very sad. I need to be able to talk and laugh and share life with someone, the things that happen in my life as well as that special persons life and my girl's lives. Well enough about the problems, I am looking for the solution. If I ever find that special person who likes the things I do and wants to share her likes and mine and wants I know I will make that big move but i need to know first. I feel I have an incredible amount to give and share and I want and need to. Ok back to a bit about me. I have a nice boat and love to go out on day trips, weekend trips and of course fishing trips. I like movies…mostly at home so that we can snuggle. I love to have my body rubbed and scratched…guess most guys do…but I want it as much as I want good hot love making. I will be honest…I am selfish when it comes to the rubbing and I know I don't do it as often as I want it but I promise never to be selfish in bed….or any place else for that matter. I love to cook and I think I am very good at it. And I do rub just not as often as maybe I should. I am very much into computers. You could say I am very lucky in my careers. I love being a fireman and helping people and I love computers and that is my side business. Well if you think you meet and can deal with my situation, and willing to work with me, then I hope to hear from you.

Someone who is understanding, compasionate, loving, caring, willing, wanting, and open to new things. Someone who is willing to help me through my situation and hopefully for something permenant. The way it is intended to be.